What’s on your desk right now? Or your kitchen or bedside table…whatever space you consider most yours?
Mine is messy. Always.
Occasionally artfully messy, but more often cluttered with cups of half-drunk tea, pots of paintbrushes in water (or sometimes, I confess; paintbrushes in half-drunk tea), papers and scribbles and lost toys and lists and plans.
Every so often I clear the surface completely, wiping the desk and admiring the bright white sheen and zen-like calm and order. It is peaceful and gives the impression that I could be an architect or Marie Kondo-esque disciple of minimalism. But then, like a tide, clutter rises and I embrace once again the inevitability of finding nothing I’m looking for but also everything I had not realised was lost.
Here’s what’s on my desk tonight:
1. Fresh flowers; I love lilies just before they open. Once they do their scent is a bit over-powering and they shower pollen over all of my chaotically arranged projects, so this is the very transient stage when they are at their best
2. Folded pleats, from my map dress – this was my prototype practice-run and somehow has never been thrown away
3. Blank wooden matroyshka, newly arrived via eBay (£4!). I am thinking of making Harry a set of nesting wooden animals for his Christmas stocking, and in the meantime just enjoying playing with them, getting a feel for the shapes and thinking about the animals I will choose.
4. Another potential project, awaiting time and inspiration
5. Harry’s desk calendar, still set to August (as it probably will be until November, in this house).
6. My trusty notebook which I carry everywhere, plus recipes clipped from magazines for my ‘things I really must attempt to cook in another lifetime’ file.
7. A Fitbit charger. I have succumbed at last to the tyranny of a sensor and am now experiencing the gentle chafing and constant vibration of my conscience, masquerading as a Fitbit Alta, urging me to move whenever I so much as think about eating a biscuit.
8. My new toy; a lightpad. Have you ever used one? I am in love, though I recognise it may be a passing infatuation. I can now sketch something out on scrap paper until I get it right and then place thick watercolour paper over the top and trace it through. I once watched the illustrator Quentin Blake explain how he does his incredible drawings in this way, and have coveted one ever since.
Also…
More notebooks, an anglepoise lamp, a pot of velvety black sumi ink from a brief flirtation with calligraphy, and an indulgence; a box of my favourite Blackwing pencils, whose iconic shape and feel I love.
Also..
1. A pinboard I have lugged with me since college, with the gradually changing landscape of my life filling every square inch year-on-year
2. Overdue library books. Note to self.
3. Cretan olive oil in such beautiful packaging (Icarus!) that I keep it on desk just to look at rather than in the kitchen where I could actually put it to sensible use.
4. A clay elephant from Harry circa 2014 whose trunk needs to be carefully reattached every six months, and who hence has the lumpen look of someone who has had one too many rhinoplasty procedures
5. A card from my best friend, who sends wonderful things in the mail to make the (Atlantic) ocean between us seem smaller.
6. These jars from Ikea. I’m not sure why yet, but I thought they were lovely and inexpensive (how many times have I filled a trolley at Ikea on this basis? Too many…). I will think of something to do with them.
7. One of my favourite candles. Note the cavalier juxtaposition of the click lighter above, jauntily abutting the card. It’s a wonder I haven’t set fire to my desk a long time ago.
So tell me; what’s on yours right now?
Mama Cormier
It looks like an organized mess to me. I can’t even get to my drawing table at the moment. My art studio is a work in progress – very slow progress.
Kit
It’s not too bad right now, as I just started a new project yesterday. I try to clean my craft area after I complete a project, but while I have something in progress, it’s usually a hot mess! My motto is “Creative mess is far better than idle neatness!”
cindy
Thank you for sharing your messy desk and making me feel like I’m just more creative for having a messy desk than just plain cluttered. But yours looks artfully messy compared to mine. Similar in that it’s covered with incomplete projects and materials to inspire- alas, sans flowers or candles. My desk has a box of felt sheets and wool roving; scrap denim and camouflage cargo pants- worn through long ago, awaiting a new life as a patchwork survival pack for boy, who wore through said pants; caches of stamps and ink pads; paper punches; clips and grommets; acorns; duck feathers- collected from our coop and cleaned, nestled in a vase awaiting some worthy, future display; mini cones collected from an unidentifed conifer where we used to live… 4 years ago; a patio cushion with a tear; a large piece of hand-dyed leather from a trading post that has too many destinies for its size; a partially dismantled; upholstered seat and a sewing kit.
The treasures have rendered my desk unusable and I’ve moved to our dining table- yikes! At least, there I’m forced to remove my mess before dinner.
Kate
Cindy, your desk sounds AMAZING! I want to do a desk swap, and come and play with all of your stuff (maybe that should be a thing; collaborative creating with each other’s assembled treasures…) I also am struck with envy of you as a duck owner; all those divine eggs!
Phyl
Kate, i have more than ladylike clutter on my desk. Pretty sure there are one or two actual tumble weeds amongst the bits and discards, and an honest accounting would cite the saucer of crumbs from this morning’s scone. I see no reason to overlook the sworls of cat hair that accumulate when the AC runs….
Kate
Phyl, you made me smile; I am still finding little flurries of cat hair now, and my cat died (of happy, matronly, old age) 3yrs ago now. The shame of it
violetannie63
Wow – I wish my desk looked half as “messy” as yours. Maybe messy means something else in your world In mine, it means stuff-everywhere-not-an-inch-of-desk-space-left, plus several days worth of tea mugs, brushes not washed up properly, paper scraps EVERYWHERE, almost-empty tubs of glue that really should be thrown out, etc etc (you get the idea). I would like to call it organised chaos, but really I should just call Hoarders/Slobs Anonymous and be done with it.
Jules
Sadly my desk is currently pristine with a gold star patterened desk pad ( actually sold as tear-off placemat sheets) perfectly centred, a lovely glass jar of pretty pens and a rose-gold wire mail basket to the left. Nothing else. This, of course, indicates that I will be away from home for nine of the next ten weeks so no projects will be done. I so look forward to thoroughly messing it up again!
Helen Moore
Lovely post Kate…on my desk now, a pretty wire ‘pending’ basket full to the brim with jobs which move further down the list daily! And we appear to share a love of many beautiful notebooks…all detailing projects I will try one day!x
Jo Clutton
You don’t want to know. You think you’re messy. You ain’t seen nothin’!
Lady Eve
I’m too ashamed of my desk to answer your question, Kate. But I can’t wait to see how the matroyshka turn out!